Well daddy you weren't supposed to leave me this early. We were gonna travel the world together, eat in restaurants that no one knew of, lay on beaches in Dubai and eat Guinea pig in the islands. We were supposed to have drinks on the beach, shots on the mountains and dive off of cliffs. We were gonna live together so we could cook international foods in different countries. We were supposed to build another shop and have a business. You were gonna teach me how to street race, how to drive, how to make filet mingon with poached eggs. We were gonna have a greenhouse, a garden, a pond, and our chickens. You were gonna walk me down the aisle and hand me off. You were gonna be the one of the first to hold my baby. You are the person I love & look up to for somethings. You taught me so much in such a short time. I know 16 years almost 17 seems super long but it's not when it comes to havin your bestfriend still around. I've had some of the worst and best times of my life with you. From camping and falling asleep on our chairs by the fire. Hiking with both of us out of breath while mom could have been up and back twice. Fishing and me not wanting to touch my worms to put in the hook. I'm still waiting for the knock on the wall , you to jump in to my bed, breakfast on my dresser with a note in eyeliner on my mirror. I'm waiting for you to be here. Standing with your arms around me telling me it will all be okay. I need that text message half way through school askin about my day and how I fell. I need you to hold me hand all day when I have a migraine and a tummy ache. For you to paint my nails and toes. Wash my extensions and dye my hair. I'm still waiting for you to be here .....